Accidentals...

I typed," Hey. I know we just met, and this is crazy, but I think I love you." into the text conversation between the boy that I like and I as a joke. I showed it to my friend without hitting send. I went to go delete it, but my 'enter' button and my 'delete' button are right next to each other.

... Guess who told the boy she likes that she loves him.

ME. D:


I proceeded to have a panic/freak-out on the floor.


... good times. Not.

Well that changes everything

I was about to give up. Call it a day. I didn't need him anymore. All he does is make me sad. I could move on.

Then my phone made a little buzz. The old him came back. The old him came back to talk to me. To talk about music, and ancient places, and other cute stuff. (cute to me anyways.)

It made me change my mind...

Maybe I wont move on just yet.
Maybe.

<3

Mental Lockdown

I can't think of anything to blog about.


I suck at this blogging thing.

Best News of the Day!

1) One of my best friends made it into our performing arts school!!! <3 Now she can follow her dream!

2) Two people that I hate are going there too, so I wont have to go to high school with them! YAY!!!


^^Best news EVER. Could not be happier. Well, unless if I get asked out right now. That'd make my life.

... but that's not likely. (;

In such a good mood!

Smiles are gifts that are returned the most.

If someone's bothering you, smile at them.
Let them know you care.

They're probably being that way because there's something wrong in their lives.

Take pity upon them.

You're kindness could make their day. So, smile. I bet you that you'll get one in return. (;

I love smiling. I decided that I'm going to do that more often. Smile, smile, smile. I'll look upon the greater things. The things to smile at. Like cherry blossoms... Yeah. :D Cherry Blossoms. <3

:D

Teeheehee. Blog remodel anyone?

I'm in the mood for a blog remodel. :3

Gonna go do that.


Me Gusta.

The voices in my head keep me company.

I notice that I spend most of my time talking to myself...

Whenever I try to speak, I'm ignored and talked over. Maybe it's because I'm a horrible story teller. Maybe my voice is annoying. I just don't know...

And they think it's funny.

Nice.

Some game, huh? Yeah, well I hate it. It makes me want to cry and yell till everyone has to notice. Even at home, nobody listens. At home, they just yell at me to do stuff, or yell at me for not doing stuff, or just make fun of me. If I try to talk, nobody listens. They'll even ask me questions, and when I go to answer I'm just ignored.

I spent most of my time today having inside jokes with myself. How fun is that? I am a very funny person, you know.

I'm sure they'll think back on today and totally forget I was there. But, oh well. I had fun talking to myself.
And Jen.. and Bernise... and my skunks, willywallies, and waxywallies... <3

Yup.

I'm sure i'm just making a big deal out of this or something and I really shouldn't be. Oh well. I do that, I guess.